I remember the times I would whine about how the day is going by so slow, but it's going more faster then I thought. It's crazy how the 31st is about to be my whole two years in Connecticut. I I thought I found that "something" in someone got myself into a mess and it became a lesson learned. Played the game and got played. My crew changed, as hard as I tried to collaborate them they let me go because the person I was talkin' to wasn't talkative or as outgoing, therfore they labled him as shady. I've been through friends I though would be there for me forever, instead they was just talkin' a mess behind my back. None of them stood up for me. Still talk to few today yet the vibe just ain't the same.  Found the one who brings the smile and laughter out of me all the time, out of the blue. Made downass people who I know if I was introuble they'd be there for me in a heartbeat. Drank with down ass people. Handled a few drunks. Had the best sixteenth birthday. Went to New York for the first time. Iowa met Connecticut. Met so many different types of people. Walked around the neighborhood for the first time of my life. Gained friends and lost some - Had plenty of tears, endless laughs & i'm still smiling right now :) because it was all good.
Last year was nothing compared to this year. Some people change, because of their surrounding, because of their state of mind. I'm still the same ... still that goofy ass girl whose looking for nothing but a great friendship and something that puts a smile on your face. I just learned not to give more then I'm being given.