Wednesday, October 14, 2009, 11:53 PM
I'm sorry momma
After all the sixteen years of hell I put you through, you still love me like you have since day one. I don't think there is anyone stronger then a mother like you. You are the most incredible woman to me. I wish I was able to replace your sadness into happiness, your tears into joyful tears, and stress into no worries. I can not live with out you. I can not have you out of my life. You take the time out to teach me right from wrong. You make me strong, I am weak with out you. You don't always understand me but you still take the time out to try. No matter how many times I mess up and do the same mistake over and over again. Your constantly still trying to teach me until I understand. Everytime you kick me out the house, You can't sleep you can't eat you can't process you always look every where for me until I come back home. Why? because you love me. I couldn't ask for a better mother. Even though it seems as if I don't at times. I love the hell out of you. If you were ever to leave me I would be nothing.
No matter what drama happens between you and
I, I can not have you not being apart of my life.